tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3373418151693696743.post8477014480944884151..comments2023-10-30T04:54:08.982-04:00Comments on That Tabor Guy: The Deer of my NightmaresTABORhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07427661643658631179noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3373418151693696743.post-44097114804491592242008-09-19T15:38:00.000-04:002008-09-19T15:38:00.000-04:00Thanks Heiresschild. I appreciate the post. Yeah ...Thanks Heiresschild. I appreciate the post. Yeah you're right about me admitting my problems. People that know me will tell you that I'm open and honest about anything and everything. Sometimes people are put off by how casually I can talk about really messed up stuff. I guess ever since rehab and AA I have embraced the freedom that comes with honesty.TABORhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07427661643658631179noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3373418151693696743.post-91405572345812021052008-09-18T16:07:00.000-04:002008-09-18T16:07:00.000-04:00wow, this is really deep. i do believe dreams have...wow, this is really deep. i do believe dreams have relevance. you seem to have done well in interpreting the dream. i think the first step in overcoming anything is admittance, which you've done. one of the prevention keys from boredom is to keep our minds positively focused at all times. i wish you all of the best. we have to take life a day at a time. (i saw your comments on H.C.'s blog)heiresschildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02769921885594197625noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3373418151693696743.post-39297954675257360222008-09-15T11:07:00.000-04:002008-09-15T11:07:00.000-04:00Yes indeed Rev, good call. I was on Bird Rd. in th...Yes indeed Rev, good call. I was on Bird Rd. in that cornfield the first time I enjoyed the effects of alcohol. I can't believe I didn't put that together. Addiction is a bitch, The weird thing about it for me is that my body doesn't crave alcohol anymore, I never shake from withdrawl but it's such a mental addiction for me. Anytime I'm bored I go buy a 12 pack and everything is fun again. I really just need to find a way to stay entertained when I'm alone without alcohol. Obviously, it's easier said than done.TABORhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07427661643658631179noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3373418151693696743.post-5105230573017138922008-09-14T17:18:00.000-04:002008-09-14T17:18:00.000-04:00very deep my friend, as always i hope the best for...very deep my friend, as always i hope the best for you. Personaly i don't think you'll ever be able to drink casually, There is no such thing for an alcoholic. Reminds me of how i try to justify smoking one or two on the weekends. trying to convince myself that because i don't smoke often,or in excess its ok to continue "casually" smoking. Yet i deep down i know that i'm not in control, if i was i would quit all together. <BR/><BR/>untill the day you give it up for good, drinking will always hold you down and prevent you from reaching your full potential in life. <BR/><BR/>Just like my cigarettes will hold me down and eventually kill me or cut my life short. Addiction is a fucked up thing.<BR/><BR/>About the sybolism of the dream:<BR/><BR/>wasn't the first time you got drunk at that field/keg party out in the woods on bird road? maybe it was where you first meet your deer/addiction for the first time.Rev.https://www.blogger.com/profile/02866093235027544203noreply@blogger.com